My Sweet Baby Boy,... between last night and early this morning you had a rough time sleeping. You were tossing and turning, and didn't know what you wanted...but you weren't crying... yet I knew you wanted to cuddle. So I conceded to your wish. I got little sleep; however, I truly felt your love for me. Your big gummy smiles you gave me when I picked you up from your bassinet, falling asleep in my arms in what your daddy likes to call the "football hold"; and having my circulation cut off from my fingers. I could just feel your absolute love for me. I actually wrote this blog post in my mind while rocking you in my arms. Watching you watch me was just an incredible experience. Humming to you and watching your eyelids droop was so peaceful. I always knew that babies truly depend on someone, but last night I could feel it. I know that you trust me, depend on me, and completely love me. I'm so glad I got the chance to have that experience with you last night Weston... and I'm a little sorry that I kept the experience mostly to myself... although your daddy did get 2 bottles for me. But I was being selfish, so I told your daddy to go back to sleep, and I enjoyed feeling the bond between you and I. I love you!
Love, Mommy
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